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Saturday, July 15, 2006
9:34 PM


i miss my CHIJ TP LIFE.



Monday, July 03, 2006
5:39 AM

jus a friendly msg for you:
i dunno why u r accusing me of stuffs here n there, but yeah. i wanted to tell you off so much n this is what i wanted to say:

Hey you! Thanks for always viewing my friendster!
I have been rather busy, but why did I even choose to bother explaining when you said you won't hear me out is because of the way you are making up FALSE stories and accusing me of things I had not done. I ought to clear up these lies you've created! It would also be better off for me to make other things clearer to you in order to prevent future problems!

If u were still my bf, i would have login to ur damn friendster.
but bear in mind,
you're already out of my life - no longer my bf and i dislike you so.
i dont give any damn abt u anymore. mine you!
even worst, ur friendster!

Without a doubt, my conscience is clear! Indeed, it was not my doing and it was just as coincidental as you said! You don't have to apologies, its jus a pity for you, you just cannot tell assumptions from truth!
I hope the lies you've created isn't your tactic of catching my attention! Frankly speaking,
i have a life so i got no time for you.
please, save yourself some pride and stop making a fool out of yourself! so maybe its your turn to be fucking out of my life!

PS. I WILL NOT reply or contact you EVER AGAIN, so don't bother replying as yr messages will go straight into the JUNK folder where you belong (:


BUT nah. whats the point of doing that? you might make up false story again and come out with some stupid thoughts. i do not want to create any more troubles and thus here i am venting my Frustration on my blog. i doubt u even know tt this blog existed. and So you will never hear out my explainations. hmm. Actually, im nt even angry at all. i jus feel very insulted by you. i didnt imagine things to turn out this way..u r getting from bad to worse. but owell. i guess its jus the way u r brought up and the way u r choosing ur path now (which is the evil,harsh and ruthless way n of insulting the one whom u once love). freaking ungrateful though! Plus the home and environment u r currently living in, maybe the factors why ur brain has gone all berserk.or perhaps, due to all the stress u've had had.
but honestly, I thought at least you would leave me a good impression and become more maturer. or even learnt some lessons. i even thought tt we could still be friends. but i guess not. U even became so evil and who knows, u even depise me now! jus like how ur family depise me!

the truth is, i've awaz wanted to protect our relationship/love for as long and as much as we can so long as we stay determine. i put up with all the insults n accusation i've recieved from ur family. But apparently, u simply dunno. and as time goes by, i guess ur feeling were no longer there for me. Giving excuses such as i have mention break up a number of times b4 - isnt good enough. tt's jus part of ''our'' ups and downs. u know, couples DO quarrels. and after that, we would be alright. we jus need to pacify each other. but i guess, the truth is do not love me anymore. Because if you do, u would fight against all odd. i wanted you to give me a final chance to meant our broken relationship, but u didnt want to. All u've been giving me was excuses, parent's disapproval n etc. part of it is due to them. I KNOW. i can understand. but u gave up entirly urself. i was utterly dissapponinted and my heart was shattered! but i guess, this is what you chose to be!




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Once there was a
summer love

Long ago and far away
The autumn whispers to the falling leaves
Summer love can't stay
This was their place, this was where
Just for one moment, without cares
Two lovers dreaming of how the world should be
Please bring back my summer love to me?
Did you have to go, did I have to stay
Did you have to go away
Now it's all gone, but who can forget
Summer love, sweet summer love
I see your shadow everywhere
I feel your smile though you're not there
A kiss for every star in the sky way above
You WERE my one and only summer love


2a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at e crossroads OnceAgain
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me?

But only love can say - try again or
walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just
one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye
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Across the swamp of humanity,
who can really not get defiled?
we can forget and forgive,
but best if we know the truth.''








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