Sunday, August 27, 2006
7:34 AM
《 爱要怎么说》
唱 : BABY
曲 : 家邵,Jack 词 : 丽茵,文康
这几天 我想了很多
到底哪种爱才真正属于我
这样的寂寞 总教人失落
你留我在爱情的沙漠
红玫瑰 送到你家门口
讨你欢心 什么都愿意做
你怎能不言不语不理我
爱要怎么说 说了怎么做
爱应该给你多少你才爱我
我明白感情是不能强求的
只是爱上了你放不开手
爱要怎么说 说了怎么做
我只是想给你最多的快乐
只要能默默地爱你这样就够
再多失落也算不了什么
是我想你想到过了火
就连回家的路我也走错
我无法停止我自己爱上你
着了魔
Saturday, August 26, 2006
8:55 PM
finally got the time to update. hehe
infact i always have time la. just that im plain lazy :P
as usual. 3 days of school, i only bother to go one day. hahaha. owell
n fuck, i have to do presentation on wed! sigh
today work damn boring! watch lover in paris the whole freaking entire day in the shop with my sister! stupid sister was suppose to study for her test on monday, but thanks to ME - she didnt! hahaha. neh neh ni boo boo!! we played ''-tug-of-war''? (or whatever the game is called - i dunno la ) at the shop! haha. Freaking hell - i lose 2 her. cos i ''boh luck''. u r sucha man ! hahaha
my sister my sister my sister.u r sucha idiot. hehe. whenever my sis uses the word
''COPYCAT'' , she will add the word MEOW '' whats with ur FREAKING MEOW sis? u r FOS man. sometimes u r so irritating! But we irritate each other all the damn time! sisterly-love. (ok, this is damn random. but i jus feel like mentioning it) hahaha
assingments and homework are pilling up!!fuck! so much to do and im still slacking ard like no one business. the past weeks been working hard, if not i stay home -slack,assingments and Tv korean drama-ing! didnt go out much cos i pokai liao. and my dear ee also pokai liao! hehe. ee-e waiting for her new month and im waiting for my pay! hehehe..still got another 2weeks max to go!! *faster faster lah. so we can go shopping soon! right ee? Hehehe
ohh. and ytd, i mange to catch up with my ex-classmate and his bunch of ''monkey'' friends:D
hahaha. its been 3years plus since i last saw him. he left murdoch without telling me! stupid boy! haha. only found out after he already left murdoch and went to all saint college. i nearly went to all saint too though. anyhow, bak to the point its was good meeting all of them! thanks for the outing boy! u've been a super great friend. lucky thing we're still in contact. if not, there wouldnt be this day. it was nice knowing ur friends too! (:
we had lunch at carolseul(however u spell it), watch snake on the plane later. it was an ok ok movie la. haha. jus that some parts were quite er xin. Hehehe. then its time for dinner!
time passes really quick though.. called ee-e up and went to her house for bbq-ing. thank you king and jordan for picking me up! and thank you ee-e for everything.king drove past mac - i wanted to get ice-cream for u ee. But he went past it liao and i PAISEHZ to ask him to turn bak :P sorry o! hehehe.
reach ee house, talk cock and laugh. as usual. played with hammy and her little trolley! waiting for the others(anna,vooks,henry,sara) to come. cooked the rice. ee-e was the chef. i was jus a helper.HAHA. the food was all soo good and yummy!! some of the food was chao ta, but it still taste Good. really good! n damn the 3wish chocolate. it was so tempting. EE stop feeding me lehz! hahahahaha. went home at abt 1am. everyone was dead tire. i can tell! and i felt really bad cos they still have to drive me home. really wanted to stay over but i cant cos i have work early morning. THANK YOU SOO MUCH girl. really! heheh (:
when i collect my pay, i'll chia u all go eat sometimes soon ok! (: Hehehe..
hmm. been re-writing & re-printing my resume like 10 times.so xian of it! was suppose to hand it in last week.but im still draggin it. use to be so ''full on'' about it. but not now. heard that he change to dayshift now =( sigh. why though?
chances of getting this job is extremly extremely low. but all i can do is HOPE bah. really just have to pray hard and hope! N also, depending on my Luck :P Hehehe. sigh
kla. gotta pia assingment and contd with my final resume editing. Hehe.
ur favourite drink
u aint here to taste it with me
no one is like you
u arent tt great but
i still misses ur presence
BADLY!
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
6:40 AM
Gan nei po jeuk mei dang yu ngoi sheung
Bat joi po jeuk mei dang yu bat sheung
Nei ngo joi jer fan jung
Shuet guo mo yuen joi geen
Ha miu jung joi chau hau pung sheung
Jik see yat hei mau hap yau keuk yau san lei
Fan gak leung dei yat yer gwa juek sau mei
Joi gok jee geet san foon
Keuk Ngam dei na nei hui bei gau yeen yau dik
Chee jung peen tan nei
Yau sum ngoi nei keuk ngoi bat do
Po gan liu keuk yau mei sheung jung lo
Joi dang do yu dui fong sat san yi hau
Jow wui jee yuen loi shui jui ho
Ngoi bat do ji wui gang sheung ngoi
Po gan liu nei yau mo sum jong joi
Ngor gan nei ya po bat do
Nam yu nui ji gan ngoi dik ding so
Yat gor guo wut han po juek ching yan
Yat dui guo wut yau gwa nim shui yan
Do liu wa yiu fan hoi
Nei ngor sheung yau chak yan
Yau joi tam ting dui fong san man
Point of No Return
Holding you, does not mean I am in love with you
No longer holding you, does not mean I don't think of you
You and I at this moment
Have said we have no destiny to meet again
Yet the next second fate brings us together once more?
Even when together, faces match but spirits are apart
Apart in different places, frowns are worn day and night
Each finding our new loves
But secretly comparing you with the one now
And always biased towards your side
Having the heart to love you, but unable to
Holding you, but not thinking about growing old
Until the time when we are separated from each other
Then we will know who is the best after all
when love is not possible, then the more love is wanted
When holding you, I care nothing for it
You and I cannot solve
What it is between man and woman
That is called the mystery of love
Living alone, wanting to hold a lover
Living as a couple, but who do I truly miss
When the time comes to separate
We still hold doubts from each other
And still ask about each other's news.
Monday, August 14, 2006
11:27 PM
i skip class today :P lazy ass! owell.
cant be bothered crawling out of bed
cant be bothered steping out of my room
cant be bothered draggin myself to school since i will not be concentrating.
cant be bothered driving to school in the cold
cant be bothered with so many damn things early in the morning
might as well stay home n sleep in. hehehe (:
work all day long. went out for dinner at viet hoa (:
the alot,cheap, yummylicious noodles i awaz have.
the springroll n their sauce.
yumyum. hahaha
if only u were here.
my sis was very nice. she offered to take my family out to watch the circles thingy.
the famous circle show, which i dunno how to spell - cert du cer le? tt's definitely not how u spell it. but yeah, it sound something like that lar. im nt suree.
the performance is held next year, but she already booked&bought the ticket jus then. Hehehe
thanks sis. and thanks for dinner too! hahah.
edited version: i meant the circus instead of circles. dearest ee, corrected me. Hahaha :P *blush*
paishez nehz.
and its called the cirque du Soleil. i actually bothered to go check. owell. haha
Tickets are now on sale for Varekai in:
SydneyAug 10. to Oct. 8
BrisbaneNov. 9 to Dec. 3
AucklandJan. 5 to Jan. 21
CanberraMar. 15 to Mar. 25
MelbourneApr. 19 to May 6
AdelaideJuly 5 to July 22, 2007
Perth17 Aug. to 2 Sep., 2007
so our between 17Aug to 2sep 2007! wow!!! so long later. hahaha. owell.. kiesu -ness man. HAHA
owell.
if only u were here. my sis would have paid n taken u as well..
and we all would be one big happy family.
If only you were here
TodayForever
And if only you were mine
I would say
It's forever
And I can't deny,
The way you left me on my own
I thought our love had grown
And we'd never be apart
-u've physically left me for 9months
-u've emtionally left me for 4months
but why do i keep reminding myself of you.
its wrong. so wrong.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
12:00 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM
hope u'll have a great great birthday celebration yeah
missing yea all the time n awaz u know(: hehehe
thxs for ur cute sms-es all these while
its all been kept in my hp folder under ''ppam'' :P
love n misses u sooo
please take care girl
don stress over uni work yeah (:
Friday, August 11, 2006
12:02 AM
goodbye stranger
It was an early morning yesterday
I was up before the dawn
And I really have enjoyed my stay
But I must be moving on
Like a king without a castle
Like a queen without a throne
I'm an early morning lover
And I must be moving on
Now I believe in what you say
Is the undisputed truth
But I have to have things my own way
To keep me in my youth
Like a ship without an anchor
Like a slave without a chain
Just the thought of those bitter memories
Sends a shiver through my veins
And I will go on shining
Shining like brand new
I'll never look behind me
My troubles will be few
Goodbye stranger it's been nice
Hope you find your paradise
Tried to see your point of view
Hope your dreams will all come true
Goodbye you, Goodbye eleven
Will we ever meet again
Feel no sorrow, feel no shame
Come tomorrow, feel no pain
Now some they do and some they don't
And some you just can't tell
And some they will and some they won't
With some it's just as well
You can laugh at my behavior
That'll never bother me
Say the devil is my savior
But I don't pay no heed
And I will go on shining
* i dont hate. i will prob only dislike. but maybe no longer too.
You were my good friend one year, a couple & best friend the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if we never talk to each other again in life now, you were special to me once and you have made a difference in my life once, I do look up to you, respected you, truly cherished you before & most of all I awaz LOVED and CARED for you. ur feeling faded away, i dun blame. ur family rejected me, i can understand. you were prob in a difficult position too. everything was jus a big mistake right from the very start. and all i wanted to do is to undo this ''mistake'' and continue to strive hard to save our relationship and keep it burning til death do us part. But u gave up and so i had to give up. it was no use or rather it was meaingless to mend this '' broken wings''. everything has come to an end. i still do wonder if u r one of those who do keep ''memories stuff'. those things tt i've given you, thou it wasnt many, or rather, its prob in the trash already been demolished. i still got soo much things to say actually, its like never ending. everything were left hanging , unsaid and undone. its incomplete. and it will never be completed. anyhow, you will probably not know all these hidden msg because u do not know the presence of my blog nor do you care anymore. im invisible to you. im being forgotten by you. to you, im probably a total stranger now. n to me, u r prob a stranger too. if i were to see u on the street ever one day, which i highly doubt it, but if it does happen, i wouldnt know what to do. i'll prob run and hide, try everything i could to avoide seeing you i guess. its also prob best, not for you to ever see me - im nt saying as if you want to see me but, its jus a saying. nonetheles, its prob good not for you to know tt this blog/msg exsited too.. so everything its perferably best to be kept unsaid to you. owell, i wish you the best of luck in life, studies, friendship, relationship,works, marriage, healthyness, family (:
12:00 AM

2 total stranger
goodbye Forever
not 17
but at the 21. it would the end for me.
A long hot summer days.
I met you in school.
With a tan of golden brown skin.
long hair at first
short and spiky after.
We fell in love.
you were a gift from the salty air.
I couldnt imagine that day you actully leave my life.
Oh God, my love for you is like ice cream.
The summer sunshine melts it away.
Im so stupid,was it jus a dream?
Its a bitter memory. so bitter yet painful.
Summer love.
Not only love,but everything I did has gone like this.
Whys that?
So many,many shitty things.
I dont have the thing I really love.
I say I dont mind.
But I really just pretend not to care.
Life is long so I cant cry all the time.
Summer love, sweet summer love.
Who will be your summer love
Like I was last summer
i guess you've found ''it''
Sharing every moment of
Things we did last summer
U earse it all, its been forgotten.
Who will be satisified
Just to be by your side
Its definitely ''it''
Who will fold you 1000s stars
A thousand tt represent my LC&C for you,
No others but stupid me
i guess its not being appreciated
yet kept in the dark
lost and missing, Under those smelly junks
Who will kiss you, hold you tight
Two silver silhouettes
In the summer moonlight
not me,cz im kick out of the summer picture.
Will you walk along the beach
Like we did last summer
Counting stars way out of reach
Like we did last summer
Its all been done with ''it''
did you tell your heart, beware
This was all just a summer affair
Or did you tell your heart
indded you have fallen in love for keeps
Like I awaz did last summer with you..
im crappy away heh.owell
*my conscience is clear - once more i didnt do you wrong nor log in as u claimed. u'll never know the truth but, cos u r nv given the opportunity to hear out my explaination nor do i wanna give u or myself a chance to explain directly to let you know. i guess in ur eyes, i'll awaz be that unfaithful someone, whom you depised but honestly, im telling you, you have horribly, wrongfully and awfully accused and insulted me of for something i did not attempt.. it jus hurts so much to be accused by you,- the one i used to love so much and likewise from you who claim tt you used to love me so much too. i doubt you even think first b4 acting so harshly on me n does tt make you feel happy? i do not know.
im crapping away with a broken english heh.owell
Thursday, August 10, 2006
6:39 PM
Once there was a summer love
Long ago and far away
The autumn whispers to the falling leaves
Summer love can't stay
This was their place, this was where
Just for one moment, without cares
Two lovers dreaming of how the world should be
Please bring back my summer love to me ?
Did you have to go, did I have to stay
Did you have to go, away
Now it's all gone, but who can forget
Summer love, sweet summer love
I see your shadow everywhere
I feel your smile though you're not there
A kiss for every star in the sky way above
You'll always be my one and only summer love
the bottles of 1000s stars still exsist?
the babyphoto still w u?
the neoprints still alive somewhere - issit kept in the dark?
the wallet still in use, or prob been thrown away.
doggy shirt still wearing?
why am i reminiscing on thoughtless meaingleess stuffs&memories.
god knows!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
5:04 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZMAN aka PINKY OLDMAN aka PINK DRAGON.
its pink in colour btw. ur fav colour.haha
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Pinkdragon
Happy birthday to you!
u r defintely born in the zoo ;P
stay cool and funky yeah!
u still got to drive me out when i go bak singapore! (:
haha!
Hope you have a great birthday celebration and have fun!
May all ur dreams come true too! (:
All these while, its been a big pleasure having u as a good friend!
All these year i've known you, u have been a very wonderful and amazing man/friend. Hahaha(:
and im pretty sure, everyone who knows you
feels really honoured & lucky to have you as a good friend.
i still owe u a pressie! when i go back singapore, i will give u ur pressie lahh!
At the mean time, Do take care and enjoy all the camps u have.
its singapore national day today thou! hehe. owell. havent watch the ndp for nearly 4 years. but i guess it has awaz been the same kinded thing.
anw i didnt skip my morning class today. unusual. Hahaha. the night b4, i thought to myself n said tt i will prolly skip cos i wun be able to wake up, but shockingly i attended class. jus that i was 30min late.. >_<>''stupid aussie slang'' k. that was random. anw after i reach home, ate the curry puff my mummy made. YUMMY! decide to come bak to blog first cos later i prolly wun have time. got to finish up some assingment for tmr's class. but im sucha lazy ass! i dun feel like doing it. actually, its i DUNNO what to do. cos i skip last week class. hahaha. fcuk.
the night b4 was another crazy night.. Haha. took some pic -i'll prob upload later. cos its all in ee's camera. went out the whole of afternoon, walk ard in the city n harbour town AGAIN. ee-e needs to get the pressie for lex's sis.hahhaha.had gelato. -hazelnut. ate the same korean food. had our usual bbt. but this time rd, ive had hazelnut bbt. haha thanks to corinna chia! i no longer have summer love. Hehee. my fattening moment again :( hmm
then after that, we went to curtin university (: awww, how i wish i can study there. mostly asian people. tt's what i like.. haha. But nt for the moment due to some issues.hopefully next year i would be able to lahh. provided if i dun go work there or have a change of mind again. hahaha
imma miss flickle minded. i shld set a proper path n work towards my goal already lah. but i awaz seems to fail lehz. Hehehe. owell. i shall think abt it after i finish my cert. anyhow, bak to ytd's outing - went to C.U awhile then went bak to ee-s house. waited for king, jordon and lao da to come then go for dinner. wanted to eat at kimchee house, but it was close. so we went into singapore's. but lao da, decide to go eat next to singapore's - zhen zhen. the food there was nt bad lah .HAHA. had gelato AGAIN, walk to kbox? they went to sing K n drink all the way. they drove me home n i went straight into my bed. - dead tired.
obviously i did all the essential daily wash up first then i went 'korrrrrrr'. hahahaha
thxs ee! for everything again!
2:17 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZMAN aka PINKY OLDMAN aka PINK DRAGON.
its pink in colour btw. ur fav colour.haha
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Pinkdragon
Happy birthday to you!
u r defintely born in the zoo ;P
stay cool and funky yeah!
u still got to drive me out when i go bak singapore! (:
haha!Hope you have a great birthday celebration and have fun!May all ur dreams come true too! (:All these while, its been a big pleasure having u as a good friend!All these year i've known you, u have been a very wonderful and amazing man/friend. Hahaha(:
and im pretty sure, everyone who knows you
feels really honoured & lucky to have you as a good friend.
i still owe u a pressie! when i go back singapore, i will give u ur pressie lahh!
At the mean time, Do take care and enjoy all the camps u have.
its singapore national day today thou! hehe. owell. havent watch the ndp for nearly 4 years. but i guess it has awaz been the same kinded thing.
anw i didnt skip my morning class today. unusual. Hahaha. the night b4, i thought to myself n said tt i will prolly skip cos i wun be able to wake up, but shockingly i attended class. jus that i was 30min late.. >_<>''stupid aussie slang'' k. that was random. anw after i reach home, ate the curry puff my mummy made. YUMMY! decide to come bak to blog first cos later i prolly wun have time. got to finish up some assingment for tmr's class. but im sucha lazy ass! i dun feel like doing it. actually, its i DUNNO what to do. cos i skip last week class. hahaha. fcuk.
the night b4 was another crazy night.. Haha. took some pic -i'll prob upload later. cos its all in ee's camera. went out the whole of afternoon, walk ard in the city n harbour town AGAIN. ee-e needs to get the pressie for lex's sis.hahhaha.had gelato. -hazelnut. ate the same korean food. had our usual bbt. but this time rd, ive had hazelnut bbt. haha thanks to corinna chia! i no longer have summer love. Hehee. my fattening moment again :( hmm
then after that, we went to curtin university (: awww, how i wish i can study there. mostly asian people. tt's what i like.. haha. But nt for the moment due to some issues.hopefully next year i would be able to lahh. provided if i dun go work there or have a change of mind again. hahaha
imma miss flickle minded. i shld set a proper path n work towards my goal already lah. but i awaz seems to fail lehz. Hehehe. owell. i shall think abt it after i finish my cert. anyhow, bak to ytd's outing - went to C.U awhile then went bak to ee-s house. waited for king, jordon and lao da to come then go for dinner. wanted to eat at kimchee house, but it was close. so we went into singapore's. but lao da, decide to go eat next to singapore's - zhen zhen. the food there was nt bad lah .HAHA. had gelato AGAIN, walk to kbox? they went to sing K n drink all the way. they drove me home n i went straight into my bed. - dead tired.
obviously i did all the essential daily wash up first then i went 'korrrrrrr'. hahahaha
thxs ee! for everything again!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
12:55 AM

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger .
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
...Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
Monday, August 07, 2006
8:56 AM
jus when can i ever deal all these? Hehehe..i want to earn bigbuck. althout i know its gg to be a hard core late night working shfits required, plus schooling. But its my sudden interest mah(:i think its due to mysister,gary,max,jenny and adam's influence. hahaha :P but im nt talented,smart and brainy enough. so i guess its a long way to go for me! or maybe i dun even stand a chance.fcuk.
Baccarat
Blackjack
Caribbean Stud Poker .
Casino War
Craps
Money Wheel and Rapid Big Wheel
Mystery Money
Baccarat, Blackjack or Pontoon
Mystery Money!
Pai Gow Cards
Pai Gow Poker
Poker
Pontoon
Rapid Sic Bo
Roulette and Rapid Roulette
Three Card Poker
Touchbet Roulette
Two-Up
*don look down on me. i will prove to you. heh! HAHAHAHAHA.knncb-jia you! hahah
Sunday, August 06, 2006
9:44 PM
sigh here goes another crappy blogging. hehehe
what to do. nw having break time and its too cold to go outside. so decided to stay in the comp lab since my next class would still be here.. hehe. left with andre,yuka,alysse and me. heheh. the rest of the class are outside having their lunch (:
class today was alright la. jus the same old boring stuff. old assignment due here n there. new assignment coming in. typical school life. haha. still got another 3h to go b4 i can go home. im lacking of sleep these few days! infact, its every single day. hahaha. ever since i came bak from my singapore holi!! owell.
while the lecturer was lecturing the class in the com lab, i was day dreaming - thinking bak on my high school days -my information system class! -big sigh.. owell, shant talk abt my past since it wasnt a very nice past to be rmb-ed. owell.
ytd night went to the casino. heheh. although it was raining superly heavily but we still went. it was soo crowded lah. couldnt find any near parking. so had to park at buswood dome, which was at the other side and thus we have to walk even further and go thru the tunnel n etc. applied for my membership card - although i dun gamble. hahaha. apply jus for the sake of applying since its free and i would be able to get free hot drinks at the vending machine. HAHAHA. CHEAPO! haha:P but its nice la -esp the hot chocolate. hahah. use to drink tea with milk. but my sis erina influence me after since. hahaha.
without fail, i awaz kena check by the security guard though. heheh. luckily i rmb to bring my license. hehehe. if not, damn i surly wun be able to go in.
sis didnt go for work today though. hehe. even if she did, i wun be able to see her since she's dealing in the international room - all the richy ppl. haha.
poor people like use only can ''play'' outside. owell.
saw jenny and adam at the money wheel game? went over to greet them. adam said i look like my sis fiona. hahaha. really mehz? i dun think so lehz. but owell. walk ard in the casino. gary& eddie wasnt there but i saw max. hahaha. he was busy dealing cards to the peeps.
use my own buswood card and got myself a free drinks. Hahaha. walk ard again n again, hoping to gain a seat at pit no. __ i cant rmb! NOT for me though. haha. i was jus a FOLLOWER and to ACC the gamblers. hahaha. anyhow the woman keep playing n playing. so we decieded to go eat supper. sigh. another fattening moment. hahaha. xian. anyhow, after supper we tried to go over to that pit again. but then, there still isnt any seat available. finsh off the last bit of money playing black jack since we cant play what we wanted to play! obviously we lost and home we went. hahaha.
lucky thing it wasnt a very cold night. cos i forgot to take my jacket. haha.owell.
reach home - change and i fall asleep like a pig! hahaha.
lesson started. gt to ciaoz. hahah.
12:31 AM
ohh fuck. its been ages since i last updated my blog. 4month at least. But then does anyone even know that my blog existed? lol. i guess not. n i dun think anyone bothers to read. owell. who cares. hahaha. k.
for the sake of my dear ee, i'll blog n crap away uh? hahahaha.
for the past 3months, i wasnt myself -which is rather annoying,irritating and sickening for family n friends out there.Im so sorry peeps , for all those dull moments tt i have given to you all, esp my family, ee-e and 'family', my sg besties, erin, agnes, sasa, jelly girl, oldman and some others. u guys have awaz been listening to my rants and complaints. Im so sorry peeps. But at the mean time- im very THANKFUL to you all for awaz being there for me! it really means alot and i appreciate it soo much. THANK YOU ALL! really! im glad that after all these times, i've finally pulled through n fucking move on with life. which is a good thing. jus one bad thing is tt im putting on weight again. damn it! i wasnt on a diet the last time, but due to depression i mange to lose 5kg. hahahaha. THANKS TO THE FUCKING IDIOT's FOS. hahahaha (: i was soo damn glad la. and now, since im bak to my superly duperly happily self again, lagi worst. im eating soo much and gaining my weight bak again. fuck. knn cb! heheheh. i trying to go into depression again, but to no avil - it doesnt work anymore. hahaha. im fucking weird uh? who the fuck wanna go into depression one. hehehhee. but depression does make me lose weight! but sigh.. effectless liao..
plus im shopping so much lately. heheheh. EE - thanks for shopping with me all these while. hehe (: hmm, its been great but then money wise - its gg down! hahahaha :P but still, i enjoy gg out with you n everyone. hehee. its the quality time we spent nt the quantity? fcuk, m i making any sense w tt sentence? hmm. haha
i have bad english la- awaz do! haha. owell. who cares!
today: work whole day. as ususal though. nothing interesting at all other than recieveing $10 tips from work jus now! hahaha. thank you customers (:
fri: work. then drive to ee house. h.town the whole night til 9pm w jordon&king too. fetch lao da, makan at the jap restaurant. drink at melbourn bar w everyone including lex now and went bak to ee house. played some games n whoever lose -drink vodka =/ those 'blur monkey' became drunk after that. hahahaha. as usual. talking cork n saying funny stuff. hehehe.''the coccon la'' ''40 balls la'' ''20% of something something ar'' i also cant rmb alr. heheh oowell. everyone slept at 4ish. hahaha. everyone was feeling so ''dead'' lah. haha. woke up at 10 - suppose to Ds, but due to car prob cannot go. so anna n vooks came over to help them.
k la. xian liao. prob blog some other days. heheh.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
11:00 AM
04082006. i'll let the pic do the talking (: heheh











Wednesday, August 02, 2006
12:00 AM

anna's birthday! Happy Birthday Anna (: haha.
hope u had a great birthday celebration and all the best in life!