Saturday, September 30, 2006
8:27 PM

i have a friend name Then jit khin. hahaha he's my very good son and he's quite a close friend to me(: its So Coincidental - he happens to appear in world news : http://jit.khin.then.isgay.com/
my my my! He surly kena tease by all of his friends and me later :P that poor boy! i bet he was soo drunk ytd AGAIN, he sent me a random sms AGAIN! lol. that silly boy awaz does that!

hmm. the past few days been slacking televi-ing hk dramas at home.
Mon - Drive my mum and myself to the casino. Not long til i can no longer enter the casino. So must brg my mum along:)
Tue - televi-ing hk dramas the entire day/night
wed - went to school - not to study but to withdraw :p hahahahahaha
thurs - went out for lunch at benny's in fremantle. at night was suppose to go late night shopping but ended up being at work.
Fri - Was patienly waiting for ee-e to finish her exams, so we can go out shopping! Last last fri was suppose to go out with her n mar but din cos i had to work. so i waited til ytd(the friday). Finally get to go out, but i fell sick. I was already sick on thurs night - having sore throat n flu. The moment i woke up on fri morning - i still had a sore throat n flu +plus an additional headache. how ''lucky'' was i. hmph. So msg ee n told her i might nt make it cos im falling sick. Hehe. But since my dearest ee ask to go out, i told her i will take a panadol first- go to sleep and meet her later in the afternoon then! and i did (:
i felt slightly better and so off i went to her house. As times goes by, was starting to have headache n all again. Felt really really really sick. I even had a fever after. Can feel my body heat. ''hu len hu re'' len cos of the cold weather, re cos of my body heat. And i just had to fall ill on this day and ruin their outing. Its actually an outing meant to celebrate alex birthday!! and the mode i had on wasnt good at all. When they were singing K, i was pratically staring at the screen. Felt really really bad though. i did not feel like having gelato or bbt2. instead i feel like vomitting the food out i gobble down earlier in the afternoon too. I had chicken pho though. I only had that chicken pho the whole day.

jus wanna say im sincerely SORRY once more alex, ee and jeff (: Didnt mean to sao xing! dont't knock my head. hehe. But i really must apologise!! Next week, will puchang alrighty (: Then we all have a proper belated birthday celebration with u,lex,jeff and the gurungs again. Provided if im able to make it. If not the following following week or whenever i come(: hahaha

Anyhow, i wanted to chen cheang n stay at ee-e house til late night. But i seriously cannot make it. So once i got bak from northbridge, ask ee-e n ee- bro to send me home! The moment i got home - i change, wash my face, brush my teeth, brg my babies out, ate panadol and went to bed at 8. Had about 2hours of sleeping, i got woken up by my mum. Nvm. I went bak to sleep! Few minutes later, jus when im about to fall asleep, my bro in law came in (on my room light, thinking that i was actually awake, but obviously i wasnt).
Bro-in-law said to me: u sleeping alr? ''anw X ask if u wanna talk'' i was in shock. was very UNBELIVEABLE though. I thought i was dreaming! hahaha. how can it be lor. FOS xia!!
straight away i said: '' HUH? are u serious? don lie la.'' diaoz
im not. so do u want to talk or not?
err.. No. Im sick now n i can hardly come out of bed. Tell him next time! ok. so thats how the conversation ended. so i went bak to sleep. Awhile later ee-e called me. hahah. i bet she was in shock too! hahaha. she said to me:'' Jus, i got a news for u. somebody wants ur no. Who? him lor? who? the *****. y ask if u wanna give x blah blah blah'' ehz? tell y to decide lor.up to her. hehe. so it was very nice of y with what she did. thanks y! i guess u know who u r (: and i went bak 2 sleep. ONCE AGAIN, my bro in law came in to my room few minutes later. sigh. X ask if u got rec his sms? What sms? huh? Noo. dun have. so my bro in law went off! and i went to check my hp. yes, im sorry - there was a sms. But for some reason i din hear it ring. So i kindly replied to X. After that, i went bak to sleep - Hoping that i wun be woken up again. hehehe. ah hour later a fren msg me. obviously i wake up again. After reading it, i went bak to sleep. This time round, I could not get bak to sleep liao. I was in pain, my body was aching, i felt like vomiting, my headaches was getting from bad to worst. Toss n turn for about an hour plus or so. Finally i went bak to sleep. At 1.30am according to my hp msg time - i dunno if its accurate or not, my dearest son sms me. And i woke up again. Oh god. How many times i got woken up ytd night. oh dear. geez. it wasnt a good night sleep or rest at all. But at least i felt way much better today (:
was suppose to go work. But cant be bothered. So my sis cor overtook me. hehehehe

IM NOT BLAMING ANYONE btw. Its definitely a NO NO. Just that y all these have to happen on sucha night when i was trying so hard to sleep. I guess when one is sick, the best thing to do is to sleep cos he/she wun be able to feel any shits aye. i think la. thats for me (:

Sunday, September 24, 2006
7:50 PM

my dear sis "gorilla" is mad :P ohdear! and shes twentytwo already! shes still so fos and crappy! *shakehead*

those drawings below are proudly drawn by her though.
can anyone believe it?
haha.indeed!its her drawing and im not kidding lor!
i was using my bro in law msn in the other room but.
the main point is - my dear sis has nothing better to do! teehee.

ps. click on the picture to enlarge it! and you would be able to read our crappy sisterly conversation. haha.
corinna = my sis = gorilla = gorinna
arsenal blah blah = ME (justina)

LOL. bloody full of shit right! that sister of mine! cb! when i look at it again, i would tend to laugh lor. its funny to me lar though! hehehe. and i couldnt believe my sis actually did that. the moment i got her first picture on msn ytd night, i gave a diaoz(wtf) look la. HAHAHA. she drives me nuts at times, but i still love her.
It seems like im awaz only talking about corinna all the time. I seldom mention abt my eldest sis n 2nd sis.

My 2nd sis is living in singapore, i hardly see or talk to her on msn. If she was here, i would prob mention quite alot abt her too. Cos we will be sharing the same room. sadly, she's miles apart away from me - which means lesser communicating lor.. but nvm!Despite the distant apart, we still love each other and get along really well too (all the time).

*I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER N MY FUTUER BRO-IN-LAW THOUGH
WHICH MEANS -WEDDING TIME (: hehehe
how i wish time pass fasterly fasterly! i cant wait!! still got abt a year more to go! so long later right? =( sigh
it seems like My FAMILY are finally able to go bak to singapore - ALTOGETHER.. its been ages since we had a family holiday! eventhough its only to spore, it still feels great going as one big family(: - my parents, 3rd sis, me, eldest sis, azalea and my bro in law. - hopefully by then, each of us sister will be able to sort out our work schedule properly and nt screw up the family holiday plan (:
arrrrr.... thanks to my 2nd sis wedding ;P teehee.
huge amount of $$ needed for air ticket and PET HOTEL for my poor doggiessss when we are all away!
therefore i must fasterly go to work and do alot alot alot of OT as times goes by!
earn n save as much as i can that can last til next year n treat/spend my own hard earn money -willingly and happily. Hehehehe

okay, whereas for my eldest sis, she's been working amost everyday since sept 11. i hardly see her which means lesser communication at the moment too lor. All she does is go to work, look after azalea and be with her cosy little family :P ever since her husband got his new job, they get lesser family time. 8am - 5pm(bro in law at work) 5pm-6pm(their family time) 7pm-4am(sis at work) hehehe. no time for me :P but nvm, when i start work - the sister i will be seeing most is my eldest sis. cos we will be gg to work at the same place n same time(most likely). we do get along well too (: eventhough shes 8 years older than me! shes jus abit fierce at times. i scare :P

So the only sis i have left all the while n at the very moment to talk cock with me is my 3rd sis (: we go to the shop together, bitch together, slap n hit each other:P,go to the same part time job every week together n etc - all the time la.. but there will be a slight change soon(when i go 4 my new job) :(

since i was a baby til now, im awaz closest to corinna. we've been sharing the same room for ages. Although we no longer share room now, we still tend to get along very very very extremely well (:
so sad thou, shes gg to singapore soon. she's leaving me all by myself here =(
eventhough by then i will be working almost evernight - it still feels weird. sigh.
stupid sis!
kla, im gg to watch my hk drama :P

Thursday, September 21, 2006
10:58 PM

two word: depress, guilty!
sigh.Sorry ee-e!! really really sorry.
we'll go neext week or something (:

Tuesday, September 19, 2006
12:47 AM

In the end, i slept at 5am ytd. Me being sucha pig, obviously i skipped school again!
i don deserve that ~~pat on the head~~ now! instead, i deserve a smack on the bum :P LOL oh dear! how much of a slacker. wicket!

this whole week, i guess im either blogging, editing my blog template,editing my friendster or prolly joining new ''crap-ster'' online!For instance, TAGGED. hehehe. i dunno wadahell is that, i just joined. thats what i've been doing.oh and one more, surfing the net - learning those html coding crap online.

My dear sister say im very bo liao! hehe. i admit i am! but then thats how to pass time mah. and somehow, im planning to do some computing course at the moment! hehehehe! *planning only* Later on, i might change my mind again :P hahaha.
My sis had advised me to pick up some computing course at tafe in july b4 though, but i did not heed her advice and went on taking some other courses! hahaha. too late for regrets again! im Very undecsicive and very fickle minded aye? i also had in mind of taking arts courses too.But i would only take it in CIC. But im too poor! couldnt afford that big sum of $$ at cic. knowing that i would slack my ass off too, whats the point wasting that large sum of $$. so i ended up in tafe. Which is abt $600 only. haha. No choice la, and for my poor parents sake - i have to find a cheap school. ''Doesnt mean u go to cheap school means is not good anw what''. thats what my parents awaz say! hehe. owell

After ee-e exams, i intend to go on a shopping spree! ok ee? whenever u r free and available. hahaha :P Speaking of shopping, i need to get a black nail polish. i ran out of it liao! remind me k? Lol.

I rmb saying '' i get to watch lesser show/mv now''? I should take bak that sentence. HAHA. MY old so irritating sister is DL-ing hk series now. So there goes another tele-v-ing session! Soon! hahaha. what else to say? it seems like i've got so much to say every single day! It never stops aye? too bad lah, im neggy! hah.

My hip injury is back btw. and its oh so fucking pain mama! my mummy was my doctor :P haha
she rubb-ed it with some smelly chinese medicine. i was in agony n screaming out loud when she was rubbing it so hard la! oh dear me! my stupid dad was laughing away and so was my mummy!ALL THANKS TO TRACK AND FIELD last time! hahahaha. been suffering from that injury ever since i was in sec 1.Now its back again. I could hardly walk properly. My mum say i walk like ''dwine ah pak''! hahahaha. and my stupid sis just couldnt be bothered with me. haha. how sad!
speaking of my sister, she going to have a super nice holi in dec. First trip to singapore(duh), then vietnam, then bali, then lumbok, then china. whats next? i have no idea! why is she so adventurous? i have no idea too! she nts go there holi holi shopping kind, but to climb moutain, volcano - all those crap lah! stupid dare devil! hehehe
she goes to this kinded place like no one business one lehz! happy happy got friends to go with, zhao with them. Dun even have to ask for my parents permission. haha
mainly cos they cannot stop her :P she's too stuborn n on liao lah! my parents are left with no choice.HAHA

Tmr morning i have to wake up early to bath for my smelly pot. i hope i can wake up though. He's the only smelly dog that havent bath for abt 2 months :P hehehe.
its winter btw! and its frgging cold! unless its in summer. My babies would have a bath every month b4 being hard-worm-ed =D

HAHA - ee and lex is getting married =D and i'll definitely be the future godmother of their next generation! geez! ee's gg to knock my head! lalalala. lao da n er da is probably gg to knock on my head even more n even harder! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
J U S T K I D D I N G lah!! =D

Ee-e I miss high school days with you. when i went to ur friendster i saw this photo

i'll upload later.blogger got prob! sigh.
it reminded me of those times. both the good n not so goos memories! sigh.

12:00 AM

My emo thoughts that usually doesn't link or make sense seems to be coming out of my head now.
Oh dear, Emo is taking place!.
Not Emo Emo but Emotional btw.
Nooo...

It took me quite a long while to erase you off my heart. Not entirely but.
As for you,
You probably despise me,
So it was an easy way out to erase me off from your heart just like that.
But Somehow, Imm getting used to our separation.

To me, love is always like so now:
It's always filled with easy words,
Even though it may have started off with a difficult confession,
When we encounter another morning,
It may all disappear.
Like stars that sadly lose their light.

That day!
Without having said anything to me, without me knowing the real reason,
You let me go -
I believe your feeling faded away for me and along with your parents harsh disapproval.
Nevertheless, regardless of what the real reason are
That day has become/ was one of the saddest day of my life.
I found it hard to say goodbye,
I was so depress, I could only cry.
Even the heavens understood me and cried along with me.

Although NOW I've come to understand that
It was a destiny not meant for us in the first place.
And that this happiness just wasn't meant for us.
I still love-loved you as much.
So because I had it for even just a brief while,
Even if my life ended today, I probably would have no regrets.

Anyhow, since our fateful meeting cannot occur any longer,
There were no more reason for me to stand in front of you again
Thus, you sent me away.

It was like a dream, those time we shared together,
I can't think of it ever happening again.
It's something that I hate in the world,
but something I jolly well must accept -
Now its time for everyone to go back to their original place.

Sometimes when I cant sleep at night,
Your picture that is smaller than a fingernail,
Still remain in my wallet.
I can't touch you because you're gone,
And I don't even know where you are but,
Somewhere from where I can linger,
You sent me away

Sigh. I shall stop ranting n emo-ing lar. sigh!!

| Bai Se Feng Che | White Windmills

Ci: Zhou Jie Lun
Lyrics: Jay Chou
Music: Jay Chou

The white windmills whirling silently
The feeling of reality appears so surreal
The beautiful sea, the intricate tears
Watching your silly grin, clasping my hand
I hope this dream has no end, so let's just walk till here
Because i don't wish for this bliss to end so soon
It is a pity that there is no blessing, I don't feel lonely at all when loving you, i won't let you cry again
I carry you till the end, can we not turn back
You embraced me, telling me you don't need any promises
You said I will have more freedom if i am by myself
I don't understand what you said, regardless, i won't let go of your hands
I carry you till the end, can we not think too much
Will we still be holding hands, reaching later to the end
You said we shouldn't meet anymore just for this brief moment
Thanks for letting me know, for i will be here waiting for eternity

Monday, September 18, 2006
1:04 AM

Ive been Blogging recently! Mainly cos i got nothing better to do! Cannot go to Ee-e house til late sept! Cos her exams are around the corner. So she's pia-ing for it. Hehehe. GOOD LUCK FOR UR EXAM THOU =D DUN STRESS AR =D hehehe.
Ee-e I also miss you n ur family lar! HAHAHAHAH. hows that 3 leng zai doing at ur house? :P im calling them leng Zai lehz. They must be very HAPPY de =D LOL. hahahahah owell..

Back to the subject, i enjoy doing crappy stuff online.hah.I cannot Survive Without a computer, Without an Internet! its a BIG NO NO man! :P hehe. Unless, i've got plenty of k-drama to watch! then its ok. Or any other nice Hk drama n etcc, that would be fine too =D Hehehehe. But my sis been ''Studying'' recently! so i get to watch lesser show/mv now. Moreover we are waiting for tanya to lend us some of her new K drama =P. hehehe.
My sis can barely study, yet still pass with a good grades! Why cant i be born with a brainy brain too?!

Im like a total loser in the chia family and within my circle of friends now! sigh!My highest cert ends with a high-school cert only! Even Worst, it ended with a not so good grade.sigh! My IJ cert are incompleted too. And i dun even have my A level or my O level cert lar. My highest cert in singapore ends with a PSLE cert. Completed Sec 1 n halfway thru sec 2, ended up in Perth. i was doing very well in sec 1 n 2 thou. Surprisingly im awaz in top 10! Whats happening to the old so hardworking justina? ever since she step into aussie land, dot dot dot? i have no idea too? Yes, i slack but slack too much already! so i can only blame myself. hehe.
im nt being BHB when i said i was in top 10 btw, but its the facts la. And eventhough i was in normal, so? All i know was i studied damn damn hard to achieve a good result to make my parents proud! But How sad -everything became __?__ ever since i was in perth..i also dunno how to describe _?_ .hay wire? oo whatever! haha. Year 8 and yr 10 i was doing fairly well and good. But as times goes by, my grade started to drop!Bleahz. How much Fucking money was being wasted thou. too late for regrets! Therefore right now, all i can do is WORK WORK WORK N WORK. WORK HARD,DO AS MUCH OT AS I CAN, SAVE AND GIVE MY PARENTS $$ =D its a good thing i can stop asking them for money! so i get to do my shopping all i want with my own Hard earned money =D
On the other hand, my parents did a Great Job in raising Us(the chia sisters) up =D and Im proud of that fact=D ALL my sisters agrees with that too =D We All Believe that we were brought Up very well ;p My oldies Should feel relief and proud of us =D hehe. im calling them oldies :p Indeed they are old enough to retire liao!

Damn the shop! pai lei (fasterly) sell and let my parents rest/re-tire lah! all we gotta do now is contd living in this dead city for the next 3 years to be a fully PR???? ! which also means - No long term holiday for us! Thus, no more shop needed =D but our ''soldiers'' aint doing their job! They are, but not hard enough! But we cant blame them cos they have to go on war to fight too!So does the master :P But still, the best would be to get rid of it FAST!! hehehe. Im not crazy here btw, so i wun be surprise if anyone dont understand what im trying to say.hehehe. its just my religion stuffs la!

sigh. oo. n tmr, im gg to school ;P i deserve a pat on a head :P LOL. i hopw i can wake up thou! its alr 1am liao. and im stil gg to contd my crap online after blogging! hehehe
shall ciaoz now =D
later.

Saturday, September 16, 2006
10:20 PM

whats with Bread man? ive been eating plain bread the whole freaking damn day. not only today but.
toasted and Non-toasted plain bread - its still taste good! [to me lar!!]
wholemeal,white bread, whichever, i dun really care. it all goes into my fat tummy!
Although there aint anything spreaded on my bread,
BREAD = ALOT OF CARBONHYDRATE = FATS - bloody stored in my body. I THINK? whatever it is, its still fats larh. SIGH
and each damn fucking week im putting on weight.Oh goodness me! im complaining:P bleah!! i really envy those girls out there who eat like no one business and never fails to put on any single pound.
and those girls goes to JULIE my bitch.wen my piglet! Jeez. Those 2 really NV ever put on weight no mattar how much they eat one lehz.im sure there are many many more of them out there lar. but julie&wen are enough to make me envy lor! hehehe. tt little bitch n piglet=D i misses them both like hell though! and i love them to bitz too!!And all of my other ij-rians girls!!
and to my dearest MUMMY: STOP FEEDING ME WILL U? hehehe. ok i went abit out of point! hah. owell.
anyhow i wanna go into depression again.lol.
im depress because i aint in depression! haha. how silly does that sound ? lol
but this current depression im having is not as 'overpowering' compared to the real depression i had few months back! owell. whatever! im crapping away! im nt really depress la. just xian btw! hahaha
but during tt period of time when i was really depress, i lost at least 5-6kg.from 50 to 45kg-44kg! with a super flat tummy of s24 that i've awaz wanted lor. BUT no longer now!
im bak to being a fat bitch again =( further more, im Short! which makes me even more upset! sigh. How i wish i could turn bak time and maintain tt weight again! arrr...

hmm. one more sad thing - my sis gg bak2spore liao =(
mostly likely on the __nov. what a day/date/month! of all time to choose from, she chose to fly on this date.Although its not comfrim yet, still ... what a day to fly bak. she wanting to fly bak is nt an issue, but having to live me all alone here on this date/day tt i couldnt forget, how could she la? stoopid sister!! and for god sake, I wish i could forget all about it [entire-ly.] But no! its stuck in my head.and on every elevnth, i have the tendancy to think back. think back on both the good and bad times. actually not really on every eleventh, but almost every night. just that eleventh is a date which i can nv nv nv nv forget. i also dunno how to say and explain lar! How i wish everything that happened between us - can be undone and done again. as in, given another chance, i would want to Mend all those time ive hurt him and the people around me!! how i wish again, i was a better ~~girlfriend~~ and friend.
Just Why cant i stop thinking about the past and look forward to the future now? i guess i got nothing much to look forward too anw. whatever comes, comes i guess. And Whenever i look forward to something, it doesnt turn out to be what i expected. For instance, i looked forward to go to school the last time because i thought i would be able to meet and have so many new friends n all. End up, i only made one really ok friend. The others all withdraw and left. the reminders are those redheads(those girls that i can nv click with) . i guess i don intend to look forward to anything anymore. Although i have another new challenge coming this nov, i shall not look forward to it! i just hope that i will be able to survive in that new environment. And although my sis would be there, i guess everything still have to depend on my own self. so when the times comes, i shall go with the flow.

time to go shower and bei Chowie album again :D
LOVING CHOWIE NEW ALBUM :)

Friday, September 15, 2006
9:05 PM

i finish bleach-ing liao. so xian thou. have to wait for the new epi that only comes out - every week(wed). sigh.
owell.
arr, their bankai is so cool. so so so so damn cool. =D
captain 10 : Hitsugaya Toushirou
captain 6: Kuchiki Byakuya
Vice Captain 9: Hisagi Shuuhei
Vice Captain 6: Abarai Renji
Vice Captain 13: Shiba Kaien
and Kurosaki Ichigo !!
ALL my fav characters in Bleach! teehee =D
haha. im damn bored sia. i even bother to type out their names. hehehe
got nothing better to do now.. Im pratically listening to Jay Zhou new album ''still fantasy'' :P
Spotting for any error that may occur in any of the song. then if its all good - off to BURNING =D
and later im gona go to my room, play the cd, listen n memorise the lyrics of Bai se Feng che n etcc... :P hehehe
my stupid sisters(fiona&corinna) knows how to sing some of his new song by heart liao. Only me!!! They pratically listen to the Same song from morning to night la. TOTALLY NOT XIAN of it one lor. I mean is JAY ZHOU lor. Obviously they don get xian of it. EVEN me la :P haha
if i like a song very much, i can listen to it over n over again (non-stop) hahaha
anyhow i have to faster-ly catch up! if not, corinna - the stupid bitch will awaz come straight to my face n start singing his new song out loud for me to hear! that stupid bitchy sis of mine! hahahaha! we awaz do stupid things like that though :P
thats why the chia sister bond so well all the time =)

owell. havent been to school for 2 straight weeks liao! :P
indeed a super slacker heh. i wonder whats happening in school now? i will be clueless when i go to school next week. oh wait, will i even be going? i dun even know. when the times come, i shall decide. hehehehe.

kk, wanna go burn my J chouwie album liao :P hehehe

Thursday, September 14, 2006
8:57 PM

once a playboy, always a playboy.
i awaz rmb telling him this phrase!
so is this what u intend to be - a player? for the rest of ur life?
Deep in you, its not what u want it to be right?
u r not choosing to be a player aye?
or r u?
''things just happen''
with or without a reason, im clueless
it just happened somehow - sometimes
and gotten into the way.
As time goes by,
u get sick n tire of it. u would give those same old excuses like u awaz do
-no understandings, -no trust, -lack of communication n etc.
arr....Just like how'' it happen between u and i. sigh.
but why?

Its sucha hassels being into a relationship.
although it can make u feel so blissful at times,
one have to go thru so much emo crap. sigh.
But i guess this is just life . so no point sighing right.
majority of us had/have to go through this thorny path.
its all depending on one self to decide whether to go thru it or not.
to love or not to love. to be love or not to be love?
i suppose we all learn as we go along,
Just like how new mothers' learn to take care of her own child as they grow?
and i suppose we have to stay strong and do what we feel is right for our own sake.

at the end of the day, once we decided on our own path/emo,
we ought to handle it the way we want it to turn out - be it happy or sad..
we just have to deal it on our own.

i dun make any sense? owell. WHATEVER lah!
i hate to have bad english. nb. knn. cb! hehehe
why didnt i read more when i was younger? sigh. HAHA

anyhow, im waiting for my room to get heated then im gona have a shower. after showering, i guess im gona continue with my bleach =D i was bleach-ing the whole night ytd =D from 730pm-2am! hehehe
i still have about 4-6 more epi to go! its getting damn interesting lah. haha
cos its bak to ''SOUL SOCIETY''. =D ichigo's bankai is awaz the best and so cool. hehe. i like =D
speaking of which, he drives a voom car. i like. hahaha. =D my sis saw him n told me. N also, the other he drives a voom car. hehehe.
im waiting n wanting to have my own voom car. LOL. as if i will ever get one! haha. my wishful thoughts :P even if i do(which i highly highly doubt i will cos im poor like shit), i dun intend to drive it. Cos knowing me - im sucha reckless driver :P haha. might as well stick to those old 2nd hand car my dad have gotten us! heheheh. can anyhow hit here n there n need not worry abt the' 'nice image'' of the new car. But OBVIOUSLY i won't purposly go n hit here n there for fun it lar. duhh! its more like when accident happen. ahhh whatever, im crapping away. hehehe. and i dun think i will drive my sis's new car which is coming next month. its way to dangerous! hehehe. i dun want to damnge it. hehehe. she will scream her ass off at me. n so will mr redman :P hehehe

k la. my room is like a suana now. gona bath n watch bleach =D
later.

Monday, September 11, 2006
12:42 PM

miss school again =D
hehehe. owell.

-thanks rin for ur msg! i will -hopefully =D hehe

i had one of the nicest and sweetest dream =D
But it will never happen in real life. wishful thoughts only. hehehe
and although this person A do exist.. i barely know A.

supposedly, its ~~''mr22months''~~ today.sigh.
well, whatever la jus! PABO!!

Saturday, September 09, 2006
2:40 AM

I have to remember and learnt all these by heart. my poor brain! Im nt born with a math brain larr. Moreover, my math is sooo freaking LOUSY! Geezz. oh dearrr...
5 timetable - easy pz lar. But having to Mutiply the 5 timetable figure by 1.5 MENTALLY (and the max would prob b 500 at least) My brain will go bersek! i CANT DO MENTAL CALCULATION for NUTS. if i was HIM, i'll prob be able to. Cos he's a smarty ass! and he freaking hell have the damn BRAIN -(super fast, efficent,& talented) but not me. SIGH. But nvm, i guess i'll just have to try my best aye!

My sis was telling me : There were once, this rich asian man bet-ted 2k ++ in the international room. he kena BlackJack. Spot on uh! so my sis had to calculate it in her head MENTALLY and give him 4k++. that flirty rich man.so lucky. oh god! n he prob din need tt luck cos he's fucking rich liao! This world is damn unfair. Sigh!

Anyway, in the afternoon we had the chia sisterly conversation in the kitchen. Missing out my yellowduck sis! but we were somehow discussing abt her anw =D
The chia sisters awaz loves cutting into each other conversation. even on msn. one will mention abt subject A and the other party will mention abt part B. still, im just soo glad we are able to Bond together despite how far apart our age gap is.OH FAMILY LOVE, SISTERLY LOVE =D

some random stuffs:
Corinna: Xian, im gona be the poorest sister. i started off being the richest cos i've found a job first. but now, no longer. or ti care -->korean words,eng translation - How?
Fiona: Nooo. erina will be the poorest. Cos she's in singapore! i told her to come here n work as a croup though! azalea mum mum.
Justy: hahahaha. nvm sis, after u finish studying n become a vet, u'll be rich!
Fiona: azalea come eat ur mum mum!!!!!
Azalea: ice ice baby!!
Justy: Fiona, what did she thought abt the suggestion you gave her?
Corinna: yeah, then i was telling papa about it. papa was like, don worry la. u r very prestige can liao. - ''Im a vet'' sounds Good. and i was like:''(in her diaoz voice) thanks papa! (*rolleyes)
fiona/justy: hahahahaha
corinna mumbles some crap, i cant rmb.
azalea still going on with her ICE ICE BABY.diaoz!
Justy: so sis, what did erina say?
Fiona: She jus say she will discuss it with her bf lor. Then i was telling her, if our bimbo sis whose so blur, dumb n all can get the job, im sure erina will be able to get it too since she's much better than justy. hahahahahaha.
Corinna: hahahaha
justy: hahahaha
Fiona: ehz Justy bitch, u know u're quite dumb, blur and ur studies aint that good, im saying all these mean things but u know i still love u right?
Justy: yeah i know sis!hehehe. i've all the while been like these anw what. im also use to it liao. i know myself very well too. so Don worry sis! hahaha. its like mummy calling me ah pui ever since i was born *rolleye* haha, but ahya use to it liao - ''kwan cha na'' --> korean word, english translation --> doesnt mattar lah. HAHAHA. k im abit out of point :P
to cond..
Corinna went off liao.
Fiona: yeah yeah whatever with ur korean crap!! haha. But u get what i mean right?
Justy: yes sister! (knot head!)
Fiona: Anyhow, like i mention to u b4, its not a must for everyone to study their ass off like corinna in becoming a vet or someone like 'him' entering into the best uni in US, 'her' studying doctor degree and etcc.. to get the best course/income/job u know. all it required is U having to put in alot alot alot of effort and be hardworking, more or less u will be able to do and achieve what u want! And rmb, last week i said to u in the car when i drive u to ur interview that day : ''sister, i believe you can do it one, its not tt hard''! and you were saying things like u wun be able to get the job, being so negative of urself! Look what u've got urself into now!! No studying required, a good job, a good income (although its hardcore working days). hehe. Therefore, it doesnt mean that u definitely must study so hard like corinna, him, her so as to be able to get a good job/pay in future!
Justy: hahaha. i guess so. I din expect it too. But u know im awaz negatives about myself what! so yeah lor!
fiona: but now good la, thanks to fionachia hor. when u gona spend us all eat? hahahaha.
Justy: anything, up to u all lor. hahaha. i dun really care/ mind. Jus try differnt restaurants can liao. quite xian of those few places we awaz go.
Fiona: k. anw im gona test u u know. Faster go study ur maths and learn 2 pick ur chips
Justy: Orh!
THE END! hahahaha

My fav Pefume. EUPHORIA BLOSSOM - CK =D my eldest sis bought it for me ytd. and its a surprise pressie =D
arrr, i just love my sister! hehehe. THANKS SIS =D

This stupid decadent cookies is terrible! I've been eating non stop! Its SUPER addictives, DAMN fattening and it gives many many pimples. Thus, im having a horrible outbreak! GEEZ. HATING IT VERY MUCH! But its too yummy! Its 40% covered with chocolate chips! Its his favorite and he intro it to the chia sisters and Mr redman. We All love it very much. Dunno why these few days, whenever I go out for dinner and happen to discover any nice food - im sure that it'll be one of his favorite. Im am certain about it but too bad I wun be able to share it with him anymore. Does this simplify that I still misseshim no matter how horrible he were b4, plus knowing the fact that he is happily and blissfully in love with a lovely girl n getting to know many great friends out there. Owell. Life must be treating him good I suppose. =) shouldn't that be a good?

Im blinded
I cant understand the hearts of men
They tell you they want you and then they leave you
This is the first time, you are special
I believe those words and I was so happy
You should have told me you didnt like me any more
Not with those excuses you have given.
I couldnt see that and you just rushed me
Although I will ~~curse you(NOT)~~ I will still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything and I stay true-ful

I heard that if you give up things too easily
To a man, he will get bored with you
I dont think this is wrong
A girl says that she will never be fooled again
But she will infact and somehow fall in love again

Hey babe,
The pain
Its not enough to describe how I feel
We were so happy together
But I know now
Ive been blind
You told me that you'd never let me down
Whenever I needed you you'd always be here
You told me that you'd come back for me
However long it takes you'd definitely bring me to you
You told me that you'd protect me
Whatever it takes you'd be a man and protect your girl
But did you? Or rather, you hurt me badly.
Not just you, but alongside with your family!
I've been fooled.

I can forgive but I can't forget.
I Doubt you'll even be seeking for forgiveness anyway.
And to you, I'm just a total stranger.
A total stranger, you never come across
Why would you bother?

Anyhow, I still have to say
I will forgive you.
Infact, you've been forgiven!
Even though you hurt me like shit

Deep down my heart - you are hidden and tightly concealed.
I still love you but.
Only to a certain degree ... of loving you secretly.

*Don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
And her caring instinct
I didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard

Knowing that you've got that someone special
Seeing you blissfully in love again
That's Good! All the best stranger!
im a plain pabo!
THE PABO ME!!!!!!!

LEE MONG YRONG !!!

HEARTHROB

SEXY

MR COOLBOY

JAE HEE =D sigh. If only LEE MONG YRONG EXSIT in this real world! hahahahaha.

Thursday, September 07, 2006
8:55 PM

i skip school this whole week. i skip my test today.
oh dear...
and maybe i'll be skipping even more in near future..
jollywell... i think i might withdraw soon due to work committment and at the mean time - earn big bucks.hah.
owell.

slept in til 230pm on monday. damn shiok=D
14hours of sleep! omg. im sucha sleepy pig! hehehe
i needed it anw. been waking up damn early the whole of last week..

i cant wait for my holiday. But first, i NEED to earn the MONEY
in order to fly away TO:
singapore
meet my dear friends :: my dear sister :: my dear leafy
cut my hair :: go tanning :: eat and get fatter !!! :: etccccc
cant wait cant wait =D lalalalala.
just have to endure another 2 more months to my first training, get paid for it =D woohooo.
after training its 3months on probation=D (still might get kick out) so,i definitely have to do well and prayed hard.
after 3months (prolly in late march- april) i got a full time permanent job hah.
yayness!! its super hardcore work plus hectic working days!!
owell, i hope i can do/make it. jus like my sis =D

thank you matelearn(sorry i dunno how to spell ur name :P) .thank u deb. thank you julie. thank you kim.arrr, so many people to thank!
n 2 BIG THANKS TO my family and sisters -esp my eldest sis and my god =D

anyhow, i jus finish watching lover in paris , only you and
SASSY GIRL CHOON HYANG !! in just A WEEK. geez, arent i a koeran drama freak! i think i am. haha. my sis and i are both korean drama freak/addicts =D cant be help lah.aussie so boring, the only thing we have is tele-v-ing korean dramas. hahaha

sassy girl choon yang and my girl are both under the same director. therefore, two word 2 describe these show - HILARIOUS & NICE. damn nicee.damn damn nice.
my sis and i cant stop smiling like an idiot :P when we watch sassy girl choon yang. LEE MONG YRONG melts our heart. geez!!!!
he's so damn cute, damn hot, damn cool!
sucha heart-throb. sigh..

can u figure this sentence out? hahaha
dun be alert. there are many lerts already.
HAHAHA
lameneses. my sis type it here, so might as well leave it n post this lame phrase that her friends and her saw on the toliet door!!

Saturday, September 02, 2006
10:43 AM

its time for an update (: as usual. been sucha lazy ass! hehehehe.
althou i was a lazy ass, i did not skip any class at all last week lehz=D sucha good girl. k, im being BHB la. hehehe. but i was late for class :P so its nearly perfect. but need a bit more of improvment still. hahaa. and that is not to be late for my classes.so xian thou, i have test and all my major assingment due next week, the following weeks and so on n so for. sigh . i have no clue what is all the assingment about man! owell. just have to pia all the way i guess! at the most, a BIG FAIL =D owell. heheheh

hmm. what have i done the last week uh? let me try to rmb.
mon- went for classes.crap school day! cant rmb what i did later liao.

tue- cant even freaking rmb!

wed- went for classes. went out for dinner at han's cafe. the food was damn yummy. ESP THE
PAD THAI noodles. yum yum! 5 of us plus azalea. $80.50. we ordered 2 entree, 6 main and 1 take away pad thai. my family is a BIG EATER =D i love my family !

thursday: went to sch, revise for the test in class and did abit of the assignment. then went to work. at night, mazz and i went to garden city and did a little shopping! hehe.

fri : woke up at 7ish. shower and prepare myself for my job interview. =D sigh, i was the only girl and the only asian in my interview group =( anyhow, it sucks lah. now, it all depend on my sister liao ;P btw, thanks sis fo pulling some string :p hahahhah.
after the interview, went to work for awhile. had to wait for my car to go to ee-e house and jeff party! met up with a few ex-murdochrians. sinyee, jun, mond. i cant rmb who else. then, had dinner with ee,lex,jeff,sanjay,mundeep,promode,jimmy,santosh (i hope i've spelt their name correctly thou :P hehehe owell) at singapore restaurant. thxs jeff! =D HAPPY BIRTHDAY btw! hope u had a great birthday celebration =D. we had 8dishes and we finish everything. santose ate the most ! lol. those boys really can eat. [big eaters lah] =D hahaha. but boys are meant to be a big eater anw =D ok, whatever!! haha after that me n ee went to had bbt and gelato. HAZELNUT ice-cream, HAZELNUT bbt! hahaha. waited for king and henry to come pick us up whereas the guys all went to cyber net to play computer games! lao da men drove past mac and we got something to eat again!! hahaha. i had another ice-cream (hot fudge sundae) heheh. i pratically fed ee slightly more than half of the full ice-cream =D heheheh. and she's not happy! lol. cos i hai her again! heheheh. owell. reach their home n slack ard,talk cock! was suppose to go home when they go pick alex up. but didnt. so i stayed over at ee's =D i fell asleep damn FAST lah. cos i was freaking tire. had to wake up at 8am since wed!!so went into my lala land.

sat: which is today. aint sure where they gg to makan? prolly having dim sums or something else. not too sure. waiting for everyone to get ready =D so here i m blogging craps while waiting lor. hehehhe. after lunch i guess i will go to the shop and work with my beloved irritating bitchy sister =D gona watch finish lovers in paris. maybe not? all depending lah. then nt too sure whats the later plan liao. either must go to work at 6ish, if not i guess i will stay home n PIA all my damn assingments and start studying for mt test this thurs =( . sigh!!! jitty ask to meet up at 10 tonight. but sorry o boy, i dun think i can go de. unless u can drive me or ask ur friend to drive me :P lol. JUST KIDDING lah =D

time is passing really fast! its gona be the end of the year again!! i wonder when can i ever go bak to singapore again. if i get my job, i MUST go bak singapore before the 4nov!! if not i wun be able to go bak to singpore until march or even later =( but if i dun get the job then i will be able to go bak singapore =D sigh!!

k la. gotta go!! ee, lao da are helping king give birthday =D lol.
the wife is hammy thou :P . ee n i saw them mating ytd. LOL. jkjk!
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