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Saturday, September 16, 2006
10:20 PM

whats with Bread man? ive been eating plain bread the whole freaking damn day. not only today but.
toasted and Non-toasted plain bread - its still taste good! [to me lar!!]
wholemeal,white bread, whichever, i dun really care. it all goes into my fat tummy!
Although there aint anything spreaded on my bread,
BREAD = ALOT OF CARBONHYDRATE = FATS - bloody stored in my body. I THINK? whatever it is, its still fats larh. SIGH
and each damn fucking week im putting on weight.Oh goodness me! im complaining:P bleah!! i really envy those girls out there who eat like no one business and never fails to put on any single pound.
and those girls goes to JULIE my bitch.wen my piglet! Jeez. Those 2 really NV ever put on weight no mattar how much they eat one lehz.im sure there are many many more of them out there lar. but julie&wen are enough to make me envy lor! hehehe. tt little bitch n piglet=D i misses them both like hell though! and i love them to bitz too!!And all of my other ij-rians girls!!
and to my dearest MUMMY: STOP FEEDING ME WILL U? hehehe. ok i went abit out of point! hah. owell.
anyhow i wanna go into depression again.lol.
im depress because i aint in depression! haha. how silly does that sound ? lol
but this current depression im having is not as 'overpowering' compared to the real depression i had few months back! owell. whatever! im crapping away! im nt really depress la. just xian btw! hahaha
but during tt period of time when i was really depress, i lost at least 5-6kg.from 50 to 45kg-44kg! with a super flat tummy of s24 that i've awaz wanted lor. BUT no longer now!
im bak to being a fat bitch again =( further more, im Short! which makes me even more upset! sigh. How i wish i could turn bak time and maintain tt weight again! arrr...

hmm. one more sad thing - my sis gg bak2spore liao =(
mostly likely on the __nov. what a day/date/month! of all time to choose from, she chose to fly on this date.Although its not comfrim yet, still ... what a day to fly bak. she wanting to fly bak is nt an issue, but having to live me all alone here on this date/day tt i couldnt forget, how could she la? stoopid sister!! and for god sake, I wish i could forget all about it [entire-ly.] But no! its stuck in my head.and on every elevnth, i have the tendancy to think back. think back on both the good and bad times. actually not really on every eleventh, but almost every night. just that eleventh is a date which i can nv nv nv nv forget. i also dunno how to say and explain lar! How i wish everything that happened between us - can be undone and done again. as in, given another chance, i would want to Mend all those time ive hurt him and the people around me!! how i wish again, i was a better girlfriend and friend.
Just Why cant i stop thinking about the past and look forward to the future now? i guess i got nothing much to look forward too anw. whatever comes, comes i guess. And Whenever i look forward to something, it doesnt turn out to be what i expected. For instance, i looked forward to go to school the last time because i thought i would be able to meet and have so many new friends n all. End up, i only made one really ok friend. The others all withdraw and left. the reminders are those redheads(those girls that i can nv click with) . i guess i don intend to look forward to anything anymore. Although i have another new challenge coming this nov, i shall not look forward to it! i just hope that i will be able to survive in that new environment. And although my sis would be there, i guess everything still have to depend on my own self. so when the times comes, i shall go with the flow.

time to go shower and bei Chowie album again :D
LOVING CHOWIE NEW ALBUM :)




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