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Thursday, September 14, 2006
8:57 PM

once a playboy, always a playboy.
i awaz rmb telling him this phrase!
so is this what u intend to be - a player? for the rest of ur life?
Deep in you, its not what u want it to be right?
u r not choosing to be a player aye?
or r u?
''things just happen''
with or without a reason, im clueless
it just happened somehow - sometimes
and gotten into the way.
As time goes by,
u get sick n tire of it. u would give those same old excuses like u awaz do
-no understandings, -no trust, -lack of communication n etc.
arr....Just like how'' it happen between u and i. sigh.
but why?

Its sucha hassels being into a relationship.
although it can make u feel so blissful at times,
one have to go thru so much emo crap. sigh.
But i guess this is just life . so no point sighing right.
majority of us had/have to go through this thorny path.
its all depending on one self to decide whether to go thru it or not.
to love or not to love. to be love or not to be love?
i suppose we all learn as we go along,
Just like how new mothers' learn to take care of her own child as they grow?
and i suppose we have to stay strong and do what we feel is right for our own sake.

at the end of the day, once we decided on our own path/emo,
we ought to handle it the way we want it to turn out - be it happy or sad..
we just have to deal it on our own.

i dun make any sense? owell. WHATEVER lah!
i hate to have bad english. nb. knn. cb! hehehe
why didnt i read more when i was younger? sigh. HAHA

anyhow, im waiting for my room to get heated then im gona have a shower. after showering, i guess im gona continue with my bleach =D i was bleach-ing the whole night ytd =D from 730pm-2am! hehehe
i still have about 4-6 more epi to go! its getting damn interesting lah. haha
cos its bak to ''SOUL SOCIETY''. =D ichigo's bankai is awaz the best and so cool. hehe. i like =D
speaking of which, he drives a voom car. i like. hahaha. =D my sis saw him n told me. N also, the other he drives a voom car. hehehe.
im waiting n wanting to have my own voom car. LOL. as if i will ever get one! haha. my wishful thoughts :P even if i do(which i highly highly doubt i will cos im poor like shit), i dun intend to drive it. Cos knowing me - im sucha reckless driver :P haha. might as well stick to those old 2nd hand car my dad have gotten us! heheheh. can anyhow hit here n there n need not worry abt the' 'nice image'' of the new car. But OBVIOUSLY i won't purposly go n hit here n there for fun it lar. duhh! its more like when accident happen. ahhh whatever, im crapping away. hehehe. and i dun think i will drive my sis's new car which is coming next month. its way to dangerous! hehehe. i dun want to damnge it. hehehe. she will scream her ass off at me. n so will mr redman :P hehehe

k la. my room is like a suana now. gona bath n watch bleach =D
later.




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Once there was a
summer love

Long ago and far away
The autumn whispers to the falling leaves
Summer love can't stay
This was their place, this was where
Just for one moment, without cares
Two lovers dreaming of how the world should be
Please bring back my summer love to me?
Did you have to go, did I have to stay
Did you have to go away
Now it's all gone, but who can forget
Summer love, sweet summer love
I see your shadow everywhere
I feel your smile though you're not there
A kiss for every star in the sky way above
You WERE my one and only summer love


2a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at e crossroads OnceAgain
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me?

But only love can say - try again or
walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just
one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye
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''Everyone wears a mask and lies for different reasons. motives have a single name called desire.
Across the swamp of humanity,
who can really not get defiled?
we can forget and forgive,
but best if we know the truth.''








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