Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head
Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
The last time,
You can't even explain your lies and hypocrisy.
those words I throw at you: "I don't wanna take it no more"
Saying Sorry?
Is that your true sincerity (from the bottom of your heart) or are you just saying it for the sake of saying?
Anyhow, I've mention before
Im no longer ji jiao so u were long ago been forgiven.
Whether u r with another new someone
or planning to be with another new someone
That fact that u wouldn't change
it just utterly disappointing.
i should just have thrown away those painful times long ago.
It was Very hard indeed. I Was pabo enough to let it stay in me up til now.
Boy, I don think I can persuade myself to be friends with you
You probably can,
But I don think i can.
I'm not a player like you are.
I am and will always be the someone who stay true to the one I love.
You've chose to walk out of me
Those many memories of us with YOU
faded away quickly - to nothing.
The next moment, I see you with a newbie.
You know, I had a hard time dealing it all.
Think about it boy
When you hurted me, when you did those things to me
you got me going crazy, going insane
How you gonna act like things are still the same like before?
Talking to you again, it was awkard.
You’ll come to understand...
You could've been mine, I could've been yours anyway
we've walk out on each other door.
You cruelly dump me and couldn't care less.
At that time I can't believe I trusted you
Take a bow for all the things that you put me through
Every time I was by your side,
boy you kept on lying
Since you've left, its was tough for me
But as time goes by, I was getting better.
I'm through with you.
I'm doing fine with you out of my life
I din really care for the reasons why already
This growing hatred in me eventually went away
I no longer hate you.
For the so many mistakes which we’ve both made
We all learnt from it and avoid repeating it again.
Have you change one bit at all?
Anyhow, Please forget - don't reminisce about me or tell me u r missing those times
Don't even let the smallest part of me linger in you.
It seems fake though.
Why? do I still remain in some small way in your heart? Was there ever truly a part that you loved me?
I doubt so. I better not be fool another time.
Nice sweet words are easy to say
Especially when its coming out from you
But I'll never know the true meaning,
Unless you show the change and you seriously mean it.
I know I must erase you
I keep saying that.
I'm seriously and honestly trying very hard to forget
Since you left, Time has stopped for us
But now you came back again
Issit a good or a bad sign?
Should I be smiling or frowning?
But why must you come back again?
Issit because you think that I can be fooled the 2nd time?
i don't know whether to laugh or cry
i don't know whether to be happy or sad
Even though the memories of us might still be memorable to me
i know i must forget because i ought to.
- Cover it up in the blue sky and stoew it away somewhere
I maybe wrong. I may assume things wrongly.
Obviously I wouldn’t have a clue.
But its better to play safe then be sorry!
Because now we are not in love, we are just "friends"
I just hope being ''friends''
things are still the way it is now.
dotdotdot.
True love is a difficult thing and hard to understand
Even the most trivial things can scar us
I still don't know, but my ''face'' shows my true feelings
It is often the case in the movies
Things that happen will happen
And so I pray that things will go well
